Let me GO!

I was so happy.
Everything seemed like it was going great.
Then its changes like life always does.
I can't take it anymore.
However I know God doesn't give us anything thats too big for us.
I really need to give this to God.
I have been praying a ton lately.
I know that He makes everything better.
I am just struggling because I can't hear him.
I wish I could literally hear him speak to me,
because I have no idea what I am suppose to do.
I am struggling.
I am hurting.
They don't get it.
They don't see what I want with life.
They don't like what I want with life.
I don't know how to just tell them to get over it.
I've always been told that I can do anything I put my mind too.
Now it's like they won't let go.
I am eighteen and its time for me to grow up.
Move on.
But they won't let me.