Sea of Feelings

Dear God,
Help me get my mind in the right place.
Help me put you first.
Above all things.
You are number one and the most important thing in my life,
I am just having problems showing it.
I am in so far deep Lord.
I am alright with it to a point.
But I need help cause I'm not focused on your timing.
I need to be patient.
I need to wait on you.
Lord help me while im stuck in this sea of feelings.
My heart races.
My chest pounds.
Help me.
I want this but I know its not the right time.
Help calm the storm thats inside of me.
I know for a fact you can do it.
You can do anything.
And I trust you.
I love you Lord,

Amen