Oye.

hopelessly in love.

Guitar.

I'd just like to say...
I have taught myself a song on guitar,
and I know all the words.
And I am happy.

That Chance

I haven't been here in a while.
I'm still needing patience.
Which means I need to trust in God's timing.
I am in such a hurry for things to change.
Yet I like how they are.
Its just my emotions run wild.
I'm losing control,
but I don't want to change things.
I am in love with what is going on now.
I love the people I surround myself with.
I just don't want to ever lose them.

But theres always that chance...

God help me.

i worry too much.
i think too much.
i'm too impatient.
I just need to relax.
i shouldn't be sad.
this is how things worked out.
god wouldn't have it any other way right?
i'm just not sure right now about life.
i love it, for the most part.
i just need to be patient.
and i suck at patience.

i need to pray.

Today I took care of my best friend.

I love taking care of people...well the ones i love.
It gives me such joy.
I love seeing smiles on the people i love.
It makes me happier than a little girl with an ice cream cone with sprinkles.
:)

My Biggest Problem

patience...my biggest problem.
i am patient for a moment,
then i get anxious...
then i find reason for patience...
then i get anxious.
its a never ending cycle.
however,
i really do need to be patient.

Hosannah

I need to get back into the word of God.
It's only the book with all the answers,
so I kinda think its necessary I start reading it again.
It will solve all my problems,
well give me guidance to solve my problems.

Giving in.

I lay here in my bed,
hoping for something that won't come.
I think I'll give in tonight,
and just sleep.

Sleepless.

I don't like going to sleep.
I don't like sleeping before three a.m.
I don't know what it is.
I love the night.
I guess I'll have to grow up at some point.
Not that I want too.
But for not,
I stay awake.