Music.

and Jesus makes my soul happy.

What I am Thankful For:

God
Gabe
Bethany
Sam
Ben
Al
Jobs
Car
House
Family
Haven
Friends
Grass
Snow
Clouds
Stars.

!

I am happy to be involved with music again.
It's been three years without some form of instrument.
I've missed it.

Satisfied.

I am in love...with my guitar.
I am so glad that my best friend is kind enough to teach me.
He could be charging me,
but he's not.
I couldn't ask for a better friend.
I am satisfied for now.

NotSure.

I am up at 3:39am.
I edited pictures for an hour,
I am listening to Fiction Family.
Their lyrics, I love them.
I should sleep.
I have to wake up at 7:05,
but I have no desire to sleep.
I want to think and write.

This becoming my own thing.
It's going to be nice but difficult.
I rely on people so much, and not my Father.
I love Him, I just need to trust Him.
I can trust people so easily,
but I struggle with Him.
Thats a problem.
But as I become more of my own person,
thats when things will fall into place.
Things that are meant to be will happen,
and I will be happy.

Until then it will take patience, prayer, and being alone.

Becoming

I must become my own.

Let go of the cares of others.

Live how I want.

Caring for myself.

Loving others still,

but not so much the opinions people have for me.

I must become my own.

Independent.

i now have two jobs.
going to school in january.
go to church in tiffin on sundays.
practically live at my best friends house.
Thats all.

shmuck.

i really need to do something with my life.