NotSure.

I am up at 3:39am.
I edited pictures for an hour,
I am listening to Fiction Family.
Their lyrics, I love them.
I should sleep.
I have to wake up at 7:05,
but I have no desire to sleep.
I want to think and write.

This becoming my own thing.
It's going to be nice but difficult.
I rely on people so much, and not my Father.
I love Him, I just need to trust Him.
I can trust people so easily,
but I struggle with Him.
Thats a problem.
But as I become more of my own person,
thats when things will fall into place.
Things that are meant to be will happen,
and I will be happy.

Until then it will take patience, prayer, and being alone.