I was going through old blogs and geez I am so emotional...
But I'm a girl so i guess it fits.
I need to find a way to be content.
I know I will only find contentment through Jesus.
I mean I can't be truly happy if I am always pushing Him aside,
yet I still seem to shove him to the side.
I know things will get better, I know it will take a lot of time to get used too.
I just need to be patient but as many have said,
hardship comes with patience.
It is so true.
I feel like I've just been swamped with everything.
My job takes me away from people I love,
School will soon consume my free time,
my other job isn't very enjoyable and also time consuming...
I need to spend more time with God,
I miss just digging into His Word.
But I have very limited free time and when I am free I want to see people.
Thats another thing, I need to work on being alright on my own.
I am far too relational but thats how God wired girls right?
I just want to be around people all the time.
Well not just any people but the people I really love.
I'd rather be with someone than by myself.
Thats how a lot of people are right?
Gosh I have a lot of praying to do cause I need some guidance and love...
God wired guys to be relational too. I, being one, am very relational. I understand your frustrations and emotions. I've been there. Patience is key, but I know that you can get past the "sucky" stages of life with God at the center. I've been struggling for a long time to get back into the word, and I've read through 2 gospels already this year and it's giving me the fire back I've missed for so long. I recommend it. Learn to make it more of a priority to work on the things of God first, then all others will fall into place. "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose." (Romans 8:28) Keep your chin up. It'll work out. ;)
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