A lot is on my mind...
I really wanna go somewhere thats not here today.
Just a trip away for the day.

Chest Pains

So many things on my mind.
I think its this weather that is doing this to me.
I feel depressed but nothing is seriously wrong.
I am stressed about some little things but I dont know.

i feel depressed.
and my chest hurts.

Jesus you endured my pain

I learned a song on guitar and I can sing it too.
Its not extremely smooth but :)

Worship.

So I run the computer at church on sunday mornings.
One of these days tho I want a break.
I want to be able to sing and worship without worrying if I missed a slide or not.
I love singing and worshiping God,
Its really difficult to do that when you are preoccupied by something.
Oh well there will be other Sundays with great music right?
I guess I just really wanna sing.
One day I want to be up front showing people what worship can be.
You don't have to just stand there and do nothing.
Worship is you and God.
I worship with hands raised, eyes closed, and sometimes I just move to the music.
I guess it could be different for other people,
but I mean music is powerful and I can't imagine standing there and worshiping God.
It wouldnt express how I really feel enough.
I dont know, that was a jumbled mess I know.

Also worship isnt music, its living for the Lord and doing things for him.
But music is a huge connection and expression of the way we feel for the Lord and what we want.
Thats why I am so passionate towards this kinds of worship.