Oh Lord how I love you.
I am a child of God.
I am so happy to be Your child.
In 1 John it speaks about love and how to love is to be of God and when we don't love we aren't from God. Also as I was reading it said how if we are from God then we practice righteousness. Which makes sense because when you are in a relationship with God you want to do right, you don't want to sin any longer because that is lawlessness. I want to be a pure and righteous child of God. I want what he wants and that is what I think that 1 John is making that point. When you truly want God you want to be like Him. Pure like him.
I want to be pure like Jesus.
Lord, make me pure like you.
Help me to do right,
to love everyone.
Let you light shine through me.

Dear Lord,

Seriously I can not thank you enough for how much you have been blessing me.
I feel like I am myself again.
I am happy and smiley.
I've missed being this person, Jesus.
Lord, now that I think of it I am such a sinner and I don't even deserve this but you are good.
Thank you Lord for these people you have brought to my life.
I know its happened for a reason and I know its a good one.
Help me to remain patient and content.
I am so excited, Lord for all the new things happening.
I finally found people who really love having me around.
And have finally found a person that believes the same things as me.
Lord, you are so cool and I love you.
I can't believe how much my life has changed and its only been one month.
A september month.
Fall is bringing new things, and Lord thank you so much.

I love you,
Your Child Corrine

Heavenly Father,

Thank you for the honesty.
Thank you for this time.
Thank you for this change.
Thank you for this chance.
Lord, I thank you so much.
Help me to not rush this.
Help me to find happiness in the little things.
Let me be content in everything to come.
Thank you for the new friends you have given me.
Thank you for tying all so many people and events together.
You are an awesome God.
You love me.
Thank you, for what you did for me.
Help me to stay faithful through all of this.
I love you.

Sincerely,
Your content child.

Lord,

Thank you for giving me reasons to smile today.

Sincerely,
Your happy Child

Thank You Father...

So I read by blogs from last night,
and Lord you answered my prayers.
You did give me hope.
I can live with out it.
There will always be a place in my heart,
but its time to move on from the old things.
A new season has come.
I am learning new things now.
This will be an adventure.
It might work out,
it might not.
I want to make this as pure and Godly as I can.
It's a way i can start over.
I realized tonight that I can be comfortable.
Its not just with the one.
I can move on.
I can.
Lord, just help me to do this the right way.
Don't let me rush into things,
dont let me get ahead of my self.
Let me heal myself fully.
Lord heal me fully.
Help me to be able to be around it and be okay.
Help me to find my satisfaction in You.
Lord thank you for this new blessing.
I think I have been blessed with this new thing for a reason.
Lord thank you for showing me that there are others.
Thank you that I don't have to feel stuck anymore.

Sincerely,
Your thankful child

Dear Father,

I can't sleep.
I can't shut my brain off.
I can't get this worry to leave me.
God, help me.
I am so helpless.
I can't do this letting go or change with out your help.
Please poor your love all over me.
Shine your light through the people I'll be around tomorrow,
and the days to come.
I need reasons to be happy,
I need to know that there's hope.
Help me to have faith.
I know that you will come through,
I know that you are God and that I should trust you.
Just help me to have the strength to trust you in this.

Please help.

Sincerely,
Your Lost Child

P.S. Thank you for all the new blessings you have put in my life. It's nice to know theres still a hope in finding real love and friendship. I'm excited for the new things in my life, I'm just afraid to losing the old things forever. You know best though Father, give me the wisdom and courage to get through this season of life.

Starting a new Season

I am laying here in a familiar bed.
Somethings missing.
My heart is a little empty.
My stomach is aching a bit.
Life is changing.
Part of it feels good,
but I feel like I"m losing so much.
I can't tell if its for the better or not.
When I'm not around this place or these people life is great.
I don't worry.
But when I come back to this I become worried of what I am losing.
I feel like what I am losing is what already has been lost.
It was just for a season,
and some was good but some was bad.
I wish it didn't have to end this way.
I wish there was a different way to go.
I've met some new people and have been to new places.
I am kind of excited for this new journey,
but when i think of this past year it hurts so much.
I don't want this to end,
but it seems it already has.
Guess its time to start this new season in my life.
Time to let go.

in this hour

I wrote a song and a half.
I am in love.
With my guitar that is.
Things are changing,
I think its for the better.
I'm content for this hour.